Wednesday, July 14, 2010

After Sex (Kat & Nikki)

Digging

I've been a lost mess these past three months. I definitely need to get my life back! There's no reason for me to be doing or not doing what I have. Anyway, it's been a tough ass year. Can't really blame anyone. Shit happens, that's just how it is. Life will be as abrassive as it's always been. It's a cunt to the fullest. On a lighter note...women are driving me crazy. This celibate thing is so hard. Why can't I just find the perfect "one" already? I know, I'm dreaming. All I'm saying, the next woman/women i have relation(s) with better be -fucking- ready!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Mom it's All Good!

I never imagined you would leave me so soon. You told me it was coming but I did not believe it...I still don't. You were so strong and now I have no answers.
October 7, 1967-April 4, 2010
My mother wasn't the easiest to get along with, but she needed me and I was always there. I wasn't there that day and I hate to use the "What if?" but I can't help to say in my mind, "What if I waited an hour to leave?" She told me it was coming, but who wants to deal with the thought of their mother leaving. She said, "Cass i need you to be strong for your sister, finish school...!" and always reminded me she wanted to be cremated...nothing fancy. She was beautiful with the worst attitude, but that's what people loved her for. She went through it all and I believe she accomplished what she wanted. She reunited my aunt with her daughter, found love, got her daughters back from a period of dislike, and made sure everything was taken care of.
I refuse to leave home...I leave in the morning and come home at night, she never liked to be alone. Now weird things have been happening...she always has to be the center of attention. My tears never seem to stop falling inside and out.
Mom,
Thanks for getting the ferrets out on time, she heard you and then Butters came down...she was a little shaken about that. Also, last night when they were looking for the CD in your room last night and the light bulb blew out...Tracy and Mel came down the stairs pretty fast. Funny! Beverly and Tio Dino said they love you. I think they might be kicking themselves in the asses. Umm Belinda is giving Tia Belle hell just like you said she would. Everyone came through...shocking huh? I'll be getting the tattoo you wanted (M.A.C.) i was thinking maybe your initials A.G. or All Good as you would say, not sure yet. I can't find the picture you drew out. I'll be graduating afterall since everyone is bugging me about it...your spot is reserved. Your party is saturday...don't be late. I love you!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Check Again Homophones

What is a Homophone (homonym)?
Words that sound alike but not with the same meaning.
Just to list a few common examples examples:
their- belonging to them
there- a place
they're- contraction of "they are"

yore- the past
you're- contraction of "you are"
your- belonging to you

weather- meteorological conditions
wether- a castrated ram
whether- if it be the case

Where- a place
were- referring to the past
we're- contraction of "we are"

are- present 2d singular or present plural of be
our- belonging to many

FYI: eat and drink are two different things, is= singular, are=plural

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Missing Stud

I have never been with a stud before. My first gf was transforming into what she called a "boi" and I dumped her (not the only reason). With that said, I'm pretty ignorant and hesitant about the situation.
Lately I've been finding myself say "dayuuuuummmmm" when I would see a stud lol. Idk maybe it's just the hormones...jk. Seriously though, I think I should broaden my options. I've dated nothing but femmes and all they do is stress me out with all their emotional breakdowns when I don't wanna hug them. On that note, I will keep observing because I know something is missing. Maybe it's just the lack of the right woman...maybe.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Playboy Neglect


My new years resolution is to be nicer to my dog. I haven't been a good mother lately. He has everything I've just neglected him as he got older. This year, since we both are getting older I'm going to make an effort to rekindle our relationship into a better one. I'll let him sleep on the bed with me and take him everywhere again like old times. Snacks will be daily and so will a few cuddles. My mom was right...I should have gotton a cat. Haha all in all i love his little self...he has an innocence in his eyes just like when he was a baby; it grips my heart everytime.