Experience for Experience

I thought it was love at first. Might have just been the sex. We met at a gay club (I should have known)and I knew I had her. She was a beautiful black, thick in the hips, luscious lips, tall, woman. She came up to me. I did not have to say a word. Next thing I know she was melted within my hands. She never was with a woman before and she could have definitely fooled me. I am no fool of course, but sometimes it is very easy to be distracted by a womanly force. That is beside the point. She was a great kisser and I could not back down.

We had this romance going on for about three months and then never spoke again. She would call me, we would chit chat about our days, then an invitation would come into the conversation. I met the parents, she cooked for me once, dined me a couple of times, but it was mostly sex. Okay, it was GREAT sex. She even had one daughter. I do not like children, but it really did not bother me this time. I was just happy when spending time with her.
She would stare at me at times and be locked in on a non-intentional pose I would be in and say, "You're so beautiful." It was not love, it was almost love. This is the second time this has happened. She did not seem like the type or my type to be exact to just up and go without an explanation. It was an affair type of relationship I was not proud of. None the less it was a good one. My only justification is that her knew ranked position got the best of her or she was scared to fall for "someone" like me, which she pointed out several times. I do still think about her and each time I convince myself she just was not my type. Straight women for you. They know how to fool us lesbians.
I would post her picture, but I do not want to expose anyone without consent.

After Sex (Kat & Nikki)

Digging

I've been a lost mess these past three months. I definitely need to get my life back! There's no reason for me to be doing or not doing what I have. Anyway, it's been a tough ass year. Can't really blame anyone. Shit happens, that's just how it is. Life will be as abrassive as it's always been. It's a cunt to the fullest. On a lighter note...women are driving me crazy. This celibate thing is so hard. Why can't I just find the perfect "one" already? I know, I'm dreaming. All I'm saying, the next woman/women i have relation(s) with better be -fucking- ready!

Mom it's All Good!

I never imagined you would leave me so soon. You told me it was coming but I did not believe it...I still don't. You were so strong and now I have no answers.

October 7, 1967-April 4, 2010

My mother wasn't the easiest to get along with, but she needed me and I was always there. I wasn't there that day and I hate to use the "What if?" but I can't help to say in my mind, "What if I waited an hour to leave?" She told me it was coming, but who wants to deal with the thought of their mother leaving. She said, "Cass i need you to be strong for your sister, finish school...!" and always reminded me she wanted to be cremated...nothing fancy. She was beautiful with the worst attitude, but that's what people loved her for. She went through it all and I believe she accomplished what she wanted. She reunited my aunt with her daughter, found love, got her daughters back from a period of dislike, and made sure everything was taken care of.

I refuse to leave home...I leave in the morning and come home at night, she never liked to be alone. Now weird things have been happening...she always has to be the center of attention. My tears never seem to stop falling inside and out.

Mom,

Thanks for getting the ferrets out on time, she heard you and then Butters came down...she was a little shaken about that. Also, last night when they were looking for the CD in your room last night and the light bulb blew out...Tracy and Mel came down the stairs pretty fast. Funny! Beverly and Tio Dino said they love you. I think they might be kicking themselves in the asses. Umm Belinda is giving Tia Belle hell just like you said she would. Everyone came through...shocking huh? I'll be getting the tattoo you wanted (M.A.C.) i was thinking maybe your initials A.G. or All Good as you would say, not sure yet. I can't find the picture you drew out. I'll be graduating afterall since everyone is bugging me about it...your spot is reserved. Your party is saturday...don't be late. I love you!

Check Again Homophones

What is a Homophone (homonym)?
Words that sound alike but not with the same meaning.
Just to list a few common examples examples:
their- belonging to them
there- a place
they're- contraction of "they are"

yore- the past
you're- contraction of "you are"
your- belonging to you

weather- meteorological conditions
wether- a castrated ram
whether- if it be the case

Where- a place
were- referring to the past
we're- contraction of "we are"

are- present 2d singular or present plural of be
our- belonging to many

FYI: eat and drink are two different things, is= singular, are=plural

Missing Stud

I have never been with a stud before. My first gf was transforming into what she called a "boi" and I dumped her (not the only reason). With that said, I'm pretty ignorant and hesitant about the situation.
Lately I've been finding myself say "dayuuuuummmmm" when I would see a stud lol. Idk maybe it's just the hormones...jk. Seriously though, I think I should broaden my options. I've dated nothing but femmes and all they do is stress me out with all their emotional breakdowns when I don't wanna hug them. On that note, I will keep observing because I know something is missing. Maybe it's just the lack of the right woman...maybe.

Step your game up women!

took this from http://theheadnurse.blogspot.com/ made me crack up!